I haven’t been much of a friendly picker upper lately. I’m sorry. I feel the need to explain.
I have been having a really hard time dealing with expectations that others have for me and the expectations I have for myself. I feel that these stresses have hindered my ability to see things in as positive a light as before. Not being as positive, it’s been difficult to write notes that are supposed to bring happiness to others.
But I’ve realized that this blog is more than just me writing about pleasant thoughts. This blog is a way for me to share the amazing things that I encounter in life. Like I’ve said before, this blog and the notes are almost like my field notes about life. It’s a way for me to document where I am in life and what I think people need to see. So maybe, not all of the notes I leave have to be happy. Maybe some of them can be melancholy or just observations. Whatever it is that I decide to do, I cannot stop writing these notes.
So readers, thank you for sticking with me the past few months. I’m going to bring back those notes and start sharing again. For you and for me.